3 years ago my doctor said I have a 21 degree scoliosis on my lumbar or thoracic part of my back( i forgot what the doctor said ) and I also have a concave chest and rotated ribcage because of it. It affected my posture completely. Since that moment i knew I've got an abnormal body, I was so fucking depressed that i don't want to live anymore. The most pathetic part of it was about my family who doesn't give a shit about it. When the doctor said there are new studies about scoliosis that it doesn't hurt and the posture is the reason why there is present pain. My family thinks it doesn't hurt me everyday but the thing is, IT FUCKING DOES. Not a single fuck given about my health LOL, from that point onward, I new there's nothing I can do to change it and my family doesn't have an open mind. Before I sleep, I think about my scoliosis and bone structure problem, when I wake up, the first thing in my mind is to check my lower back, concave chest and rotated ribcage and how much disgusting it looks. Everyday I live out my life thinking about it every second, not a single day I didn't think about it. I remember bitching about it each day thinking, is it worth living this fucked up life?
Then one day, while playing World of Warcraft, I told my friend about my condition and he says that I'm just normal ( to make me feel better though it doesn't, but still props to him ). He told me about aesthetics which I don't have any idea about, he also told me about Zyzz. I looked it up on google and it directed me to video. I had no idea that this video would change my point of view in life. One of my inspirations is Lamar Gant.
So, I started workout out hoping to transform despite these struggles in life that is given to me. There's no way to change my genetics except for surgeries/braces/etc. And I'm pretty sure my family doesn't have a shitload of money to fix me, they're struggling to give my sister the best of the best things in life because she is studying Law and is on her 4th year. I'm not jealous about her, she's also doing the best she can to have a good life and that's good for her.
The purpose of this post is not to brag about my life but rather to change someone's point of view. We keep complaining on what we don't have but not enough to do anything about it. There's a shitload of people struggling through life every single day and others are just fucking sitting on their couches thinking about how their life is shit. In life, there's no such thing as waiting to get better, you've gotta get out there and beat your ass off to overcome the obstacles of life. That's just how it is.